I will be with you….in the lone & dark nights….in your horrors & terrors….in your fears & nightmares.

I will be with you…in your rage & cowardice…in your blasphemes & taboos…in your cheats & disgrace.

I will be with you…in your ego & pride…in your proclaim & vanity...in your desire & lust.

I will be with you…in your slug & dismay…in your mayhem & unrest…in your custody & owned.

I will never leave you….

Me….Your Sin

With darkness as my shroud & silence as my staff...

I paved across to the tomb...

Where my religion breathed its last moments...

Do not make me laugh as you speak about the dead, the dead in me....

We all crouched & bent down to the sermon
As the shaft of eternity touched us…immortality is what I asked

The platter was full now…the alms were given
The degenerated shreds of soul moved in a flux…

A fistful of earth and some threads of woven linen
I had to suffice for the rest of my life…..

Paths turn into dead ends & the living mockery of life ridicules....

As I stand like a lost child ready to re enter the womb.

The beast with the fangs sucks what I call my living force turning me into a crouching spine.

And the parasitical air erodes the soul leaving behind a fossil of raped conscience.

With the tomb of the dead self I walk across passing different men & women hoping to catch a flicker of life.

The mirage continues....

The green gas was now choking my lungs and the heaviness was exploding my head. I saw him one more time; he needed help, as his face went paler. I struggled towards him, he could barely breathe. He tried to raise his head to catch up with some air for his breathe. I managed to drag myself close to him; his eyes flickered when I did so. I could see him clearer now though the sting in my eyes kept my eye watering. The enigma etched on his face made me attracted towards him. The screams of the vehicles seemed to dim as I moved closer. His hood now resting on his shoulders exposed his curls and I had the urge of caressing them. I took his head on my lap, I could see hope in his eyes. The toxin was now rushing through my veins but I wanted him to live. I touched his features as he quivered and was sinking. I had to breathe air in him. I closed my mouth on his and tried to pour life as his mouth responded and tried to suck air. I had a sense of relief as he pulled me closer to him and the noose was around my neck. The throat slit open as the toxin gushed out. He touched my pale lips now…it was time to leave.

Death….
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In the abyss of my mind…the shriek voiced itself to the call of its existential sermon.

The cup of living poured itself on the rejuvenated entity as my elevated self met his lips…..the journey began through the alleys of Meta factual existences.

His luminosity made the skin on me shine as he loved a man and a woman…and we transcended the taboo of flesh.

And I smiled as love looked in my eyes…unbounded…formless…without mass.

As we traveled time…as we traveled life….as we traveled together.

I love you.

Clenched by the enigma, the claws digging deeper in my flesh…I ask you…the master of perfection to voice my unanswered questions…the product of the unsolved maze.
Let us talk…It has been a long time
Or you want to deny and flee to your comforts
Let us speak….about your creation…your puny spine erect, yet crawling beauties… shrouded but yet masterpieces.
Let us speak…about fuck…don’t you know its amazing…and let our eyes meet when we speak….that’s your greatest blessing….
And let us speak about sperms…oh yes… capability of our own creation as we flush it every day in the drain
Let us speak about hymns…and let us walk hand in hand in the dark alleys of the brothel
Let us drink wine and speak about the elixir of life
Let us speak about serene beauty and let us speak about heaving breasts

My prophet….Almitra questions you…do not flee

With darkness as his soul…

he howled to the cry of wilderness

And flaunted his love for his Moon.

The shrieking pain overshadowing the din of life spoke about his raising hell.

Born in the arms of death he whispered...

I want to live…live with you.

It is been long that we met, for I had to take birth.

I was born as a fragment of your imagination quivering in the fossils that you left behind.

You lend me a few of your breathes & a little bit of reflection. Left me with a thirst accompanied by wanderlust. With a promise of salvation did you tell me to leave you.
I gathered your remains, wore your tunic and left your abode.

It was tore at places and the beasts eyed and I stained blood. They touched me as I gained puberty.

My body understood hunger, pleasure, agony. They fed on my skin & I fed on theirs…as the living corpses marched and I was one among the inanimate mob…lost.

The tears flowed as I saw them bleed, the one who smelt like me and had the colour of my skin.
I searched for the lost tunic…here & there to cover me up as I had all the pleasures & pain of a whore giving this flesh to all that belonged here.

The search continues...

Let us unite for the greater purpose

And stand by the cause of our living

Let the torch of defiance light itself
And let us march towards the summoning

Let us find ourselves behind the dusk of ignorance
And let us fall in love with our inviolable self

Let us burn & let us ignite

And cremate the deluge within

Let HER drink from our blood
And get ready for the wedding night

We the children of Kali...

Her Foreplay...

She devoured and smeared herself red
Amongst the foyer of lifeless skulls she laughed
She plunged at the last drop of blood that trickled down
And he lay at her feet…silent…content


She moved around flaunting her nude body
Like a loose woman…
Her unkempt hair added to her charisma
And she looked down at the man she loved
And he lay at her feet…silent…content


She was stung by passion
And she became darker now
She spread her legs and took him in
The meteor struck…the galaxy hailed
And he lay at her feet…silent…content


The naked lady…Kali

Who are you….I gaze in your eyes….My destroyer, savior….healer

You say….do not ask me that…I am just a speck…

a speck floating in the substratum of life….

a speck of thought somewhere in the universe…I am just someone whom you meet day on day.

Then why do I find myself spin in the flux of emotions…

and why do we love each other as intersecting orbits in the Nebulian dust and not as two mortals.

Answer me…I will ask no more.

Let me be the one who was just a missed breath of yours.

Let me be the one who was a lost thought of yours.

Let me be the one who was a radical bend in you.

Let me be the one who was a cosmic blend in you.

Let me be the burial ground for all your fears.

Let me be the shield who can face the spears.

Let me be your stinking corpse, let me be your rejuvenated birth.

Let me be your eternal union, let me be your liplock.

Hey…I love you.

I am getting eroded layer by layer…all that remains is a thin film which breathes, lives & dances too.

I thought you were a breeze just to understand that you swept me off .

I open my eyes in your arms as you lower your face on mine with those ever shining eyes brimming with me

And you say... Walk with me my mermaid.

I gaze down to my unfortunate destiny searching my soles & you say...

Hey...let me swim with you.

Why do you love me so much?

The unremitting battle of plight has sucked away my mortality

I want to die…

Yes…I want to take a walk through the dungeons of hell that prevails in you my love…

And stare in the eyes of your ghosts & ghouls….

As I am sure the fairies & nymphs breathe just behind one of them.

I love your darkness, leave the light for the rest of the world, they need it more.

Come to me, & rest your head on my bosom as it narrates tales of warriors, martyrs & sovereigns.

Come to me my injured knight for I will dress your wounds which bleed in anguish.

Let me embrace you & the heavens will sing for you & if not,

its me who will sing the song of the robin who loves & pierces his heart with a thorn.
And let me kiss you my love & promise you the Eternal vow.

A letter to you.

The glory of blaspheme carries itself with Grace…

As the shackles break free & the defiance speaks itself...

And the Celebration begins...

The harp once again tunes itself...

As the clinking of the glass & ringing of the bells creates resonance...

The shroudless Love takes a dip of rejuvenation...

And the Milkyway drapes itself on me as the wedding garb weaves…

We marry each other’s lives & breathe...


The heaven parts and pours.


The first rain...
Drenched Almitra

Dead end…darkness that’s all I see

A weird opaqueness…..

The mass going heavier in pounds…

I want to breathe…..want to scream in your ears…….

The toxins…flowing in a speed which would break all the theories of relativity…

There is only one constant & that’s me….& I am dying……

I need you…..Is it that you dont want to hear..

Or me going fainter day by day…..

Lets go fishing in the mind pool…

Lets swim next to each other…..lets love…


Posted by Confucious Almitra

I travelled to you....

This time instead of a rose you had scythe in hand...


Posted by bleeding Almitra

We made love….

Took me in his arms as I quivered to his touch & he soothed me of my ache…

We made love… in the holy water of the ganges

We made love… in the ashes of the dead

We made love… in the serenity of ladhak

We made love… on the sacred stone of Mecca

We made love…in the melody of Dwarka

We made love….in the purity of Kabah

We made love…on the lap of Shiva

We made love...amidst the demis & demons

We made love...to each other, to the undying spirit

We made love like never before……

My Warrior....I still love you

Took a walk again through the galaxy of mind…

The Milkyway…the planets were all in place

As I came to my morning Star…my fallen angel….My Lucifer

Stilll craving in the dungeons of my soul...

Trying to touch the luminousity….being a bearer of light

The mocking irony…was yet again ridiculing the fate...

As He was frozen, naked & immobile