Monday, July 23, 2007


The green gas was now choking my lungs and the heaviness was exploding my head. I saw him one more time; he needed help, as his face went paler. I struggled towards him, he could barely breathe. He tried to raise his head to catch up with some air for his breathe. I managed to drag myself close to him; his eyes flickered when I did so. I could see him clearer now though the sting in my eyes kept my eye watering. The enigma etched on his face made me attracted towards him. The screams of the vehicles seemed to dim as I moved closer. His hood now resting on his shoulders exposed his curls and I had the urge of caressing them. I took his head on my lap, I could see hope in his eyes. The toxin was now rushing through my veins but I wanted him to live. I touched his features as he quivered and was sinking. I had to breathe air in him. I closed my mouth on his and tried to pour life as his mouth responded and tried to suck air. I had a sense of relief as he pulled me closer to him and the noose was around my neck. The throat slit open as the toxin gushed out. He touched my pale lips now…it was time to leave.

Death….
…………………………………………………………………………………………

In the abyss of my mind…the shriek voiced itself to the call of its existential sermon.


The cup of living poured itself on the rejuvenated entity as my elevated self met his lips…..the journey began through the alleys of Meta factual existences.


His luminosity made the skin on me shine as he loved a man and a woman…and we transcended the taboo of flesh.


And I smiled as love looked in my eyes…unbounded…formless…without mass.


As we traveled time…as we traveled life….as we traveled together.


I love you.

Friday, July 13, 2007


Clenched by the enigma, the claws digging deeper in my flesh…I ask you…the master of perfection to voice my unanswered questions…the product of the unsolved maze.
Let us talk…It has been a long time
Or you want to deny and flee to your comforts
Let us speak….about your creation…your puny spine erect, yet crawling beauties… shrouded but yet masterpieces.
Let us speak…about fuck…don’t you know its amazing…and let our eyes meet when we speak….that’s your greatest blessing….
And let us speak about sperms…oh yes… capability of our own creation as we flush it every day in the drain
Let us speak about hymns…and let us walk hand in hand in the dark alleys of the brothel
Let us drink wine and speak about the elixir of life
Let us speak about serene beauty and let us speak about heaving breasts

My prophet….Almitra questions you…do not flee

Friday, July 06, 2007



With darkness as his soul…


he howled to the cry of wilderness


And flaunted his love for his Moon.


The shrieking pain overshadowing the din of life spoke about his raising hell.


Born in the arms of death he whispered...
I want to live…live with you.

Monday, July 02, 2007


It is been long that we met, for I had to take birth.

I was born as a fragment of your imagination quivering in the fossils that you left behind.

You lend me a few of your breathes & a little bit of reflection. Left me with a thirst accompanied by wanderlust. With a promise of salvation did you tell me to leave you.
I gathered your remains, wore your tunic and left your abode.

It was tore at places and the beasts eyed and I stained blood. They touched me as I gained puberty.

My body understood hunger, pleasure, agony. They fed on my skin & I fed on theirs…as the living corpses marched and I was one among the inanimate mob…lost.

The tears flowed as I saw them bleed, the one who smelt like me and had the colour of my skin.
I searched for the lost tunic…here & there to cover me up as I had all the pleasures & pain of a whore giving this flesh to all that belonged here.


The search continues...

Sunday, July 01, 2007


Let us unite for the greater purpose
And stand by the cause of our living


Let the torch of defiance light itself
And let us march towards the summoning


Let us find ourselves behind the dusk of ignorance
And let us fall in love with our inviolable self


Let us burn & let us ignite
And cremate the deluge within


Let HER drink from our blood
And get ready for the wedding night


We the children of Kali...