With the angelic expressions that hallucinates me

As all of them huddle together to pin me down to the ground

A chorus reaffirms me to collect my alms

As I always have to rise from the ashes…but the phoenix in me

Cannot take a plunge anymore

As the skies fade away in the convenient approach that I chose for myself

Which take me away from my being, my roots

My open sky and the skies beyond

And your words were an eye opener

Who took me by my hair and forced me to see in the mirror

All I see is the Known Devil

I want to tell you how much I love you

As you know not what breathes in me

A sinful soul

With a bowed head on the cross roads

Ready to be guillotined

Ready for the pyre

As it will set itself free as the plum gold phoenix

To spread its wings where you can rest…

She peeped at me through the crevice

And smiled the way she rarely does

A smile of misfortune or a caution which I am yet to know

She wanted her flesh back this time

I hid behind my sister as she followed me

Her eyes glued on her prey

She wanted every bit of what she had created

I had no way to escape……

MA....

Documented stock of evidences

That restates the lies and the series of the abducted thoughts

A pervert once stated that what can be manipulated can be rejoiced

And the followers of him shed their sins and their skins to become saints

The Nagasaki crippled the deformed leaving a solid foundation

That resembled the gigantic forms of Rome

The bullet shots deafened the chaos

Chaos of silence that scares the hell out of me…..

It has to move as it has to flow

The burdened will settle

Settle deep in the debris of un manifested desires

Like crouched silhouettes of the forbidden souls

In the darkest alcove of your self

Where man will breathe its last

In the bloodied festoons hanging from the melting towers of hope

With the sheaths unleashed to the feral within….

Yes…I lost you just round the corner the other day

When you were whispering in my ears to believe me

And I felt no better than a mass

I need this mass to retire now

Mass suicides will be in vogue now

Hara-kiri was never condemned in my world

With all the scrutiny that I have been left with

I believe no more in the biggest hoax

Love you never existed.....as you were never created