Sunday, December 31, 2006


I went through my grammar lessons again & again....
Could not punctuate Death.. is it a coma or a full stop.....

Do I require a Guru,its mentioned time & again that you do. He is the one who brings you to the destiny. A Ramkrishna who had the dark & beautiful form as his companion also required a Guru. What is that, that I am seeking, is it a confusion or turmoil. No its a cry from within. The turmoil is about the identity of the Unidentifiable, of seeking the form which is formless. And suddenly it grips me from all sides & tries to shreik in my ears & i resist, yes the turmoil is between the gruesome self & the Utopian dream.The unbound tresses try to cover my gleaming face which wants to reveal its radiance & illuminate the Kaynat- the universe.And yes the yolking will take place then when the unseen force will engulf me & I will be nowhere & everywhere.

Lets walk hand in hand in the tavern of eternity & thou shall get peace.......

Monday, December 25, 2006

I am therefore I exist........

Existence bound by two dimensions namely Space & Time, Einstein said its only one its Spatio-Time but the art is when you transcend both Space & Time.
The substratum of Existence is Unknowable.... It has to be for it is not bound. For to bound some thing you require two. The boundary between countries, continents, states, the boundary between you & your neighbour...it all requires two. But Existence is One so it cannot be bound & man is a part of this Existence that is Unknowable, coz you are a part you need to stand apart & seperate to see it as a whole. When you are standing at the border & you see emptiness still it exists.
AUM is said to be the sound of Existence which may be divided in three A, U, M thats energy divided into three you may call it Electron, Proton, & Neutron.
When you walk,the walker exists.... When you talk, the speaker exists
The state when you are EXISTENCE & not a part of it there is no two, no division you are the walk & the Speech, no duality.
One all pervasive & Omnipresent.
May the light Of the Luminious One Touch our Souls.